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Sunday, October 11, 2015
Is it possible?
I don't know. I'm anxious to find out, I'm too nervous to wait. But it takes time, it takes a long time. Should I continue? Or shouldn't I?
Everyday, there's this voice telling me that it's no use, that I won't be able to do it, that I can't push myself forward, that I'm not patient enough to wait, and that I should just give it a rest already.
But even so, everyday, there's this another voice that telling me, maybe you should try it again today. Just once is enough. Just today. Day by day, by day...
Am I really making progress?
I don't know.
I guess I look up too high. I should try to lower my view. And little by little, one at a time, look up higher.